If you listen close enough......

You can hear my heart breaking. I have struggled to understand why and I am past all of that and now I entrust her little life in the hands that God also created to help her heart. The feeling of being helpless is the worst. What do you do when you can't do anything to help your child? I put on this face that I have come so accustomed to wearing. This one of bravery and strength. I cry behind closed doors, by myself so that I don't show my weakness, when all really want to do is scream at the top of my lungs. I will never let this defeat me or us. I will fight for her and my family.